another list

i make so many

these things are reminders of days past
fight club (pausing it midway through to focus on other things), blue comforters and slanty ceilings, the navy, similing genuine smiles, laughter! (god forbid), maxim over the phone, dead baby jokes!, ben & jerry's phish food, just...talking for hours, green grass in the summer, shared interests...
and then dead silence...deader than any dead baby.

but i like the other hand too...the other hand likes me too

momma bear

i love to listen to my friends. i want to save them from their problems, i want them to be happy... meanwhile i've been great, everything is going my way, so much so that it seems unfair