some anonymous messages

i know most of these will never find their origins. ah, well.

90's soap opera: dude take a chill pill. i want to be there for you because you act like you're hiding the fact that you're unhappy. it's okay! if i were in your situation, i'd do the exact same thing and it would probably be a sobfest on the daily.

coal-eyes: i hope things work about between you and that girl. you deserve it. i want to know you better, and then maybe decide if i should like you. as of right now you're an attractive smile. i'm really not that pressed about you.

ArnoldFriend: you're going to become just like the guy in that story if you don't watch where you're going. you have the potential to be nice, why cant i get to see it? you'll just be an old fiend hiding behind a mask, stealing little girls from their homes

Tyrant: i don't really hate you. i hate what you do, and the way you talk to me, and the way you and your friends scrutinize me and pretend that i don't see. but i understand that you're not as mature as me and i feel sorry for you.

Paradox: can't leave you alone. who's the weak one here? you're p-p-poison to me and i love every bit (most of the time)

Flake: yuck. you're gross and i realize how completely vapid and ignorant you are now. it only took YEARS OF ME BEING DIRECTLY EXPOSED TO IT

Rock: oh you're my best friend and you're so pure and happy...people want you to come out and chill with us but i don't want you exposed to that, i feel like your mom would find out. i'm at this point where i want both things at the same time and i dont know what i can do. for now you're supportive of me and it's so powerful to have a real person around, to compete a little with, to set me straight.

mostly i still want to please absolutely everyone and keep a bright and shiny reputation, and somehow be mysterious at the same time!