Wow. today i was in control of about 70 people. it's one thing to be in front of an audience giving a demonstration, but they can choose to ignore it. today, everyone was literally waiting for my command. my people, some older than me, most younger, were listening for my voice and my instruction. how cool. and they followed. obedient. god i want to rule the world. it's amazing.
another seperate thing. i love messages on my phone. message saved for 14 days? that's okay, i'll listen to it when i wake up and twice before i fall asleep. at least. depending on the message. i've been left some awful swell messages in my lifetime and i wish i had a catalogue of all of them. they make my day. i know them by heart. i analyze them. once i had an especially nice message where, for the first five or so times, i swear the person on the other end was saying "oh...my juliet". when i found out what they were really saying in such wanting tones, i was still okay. i'd like to think he was saying "oh...my juliet"
and a last thing. i miss him. i miss my boyfriend so much. just talking to him. on the phone, online... i can count the minutes i've been on AIM on one hand since he's been gone, there's really no point unless he's online. i want to tell him the stories of my week before i seriously powertrip and lose all my glorious control. i want to discuss things... i wish he were here so much...
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