Poison

It's stockholm syndrome i've got.
you ingest a poison for so long that your body becomes immune to it
like a drug- you know it's bad for you but you can't stop yourself
you fall down the well and can't get out

well...
i've been rescued and reuinited with my family
i've taken the antidote
i'm quitting cold turkey
and
someone just threw me a ladder...

this has been on my mind recently
poison? antidote. poison? antidote

we'll see what happens in a more long term setting.

it doesnt hurt that i get a wink and a smile today: "i gotta leave you baby..." yeah, but you only mean for today, i'll see you tomorrow. some people mean for ever and ever. who knows bud, maybe i'll give you a chance now that i can...if interest continues...
i dont want to chase...i want to run and be pursued. if i can't be pursued, i'll just run. that'll make me happy