I have these little flings every few months. I fall head over heels and wind up hurt. I meet these wonderful guys and then poof- no contact ever again.
The worst part is finding old messages between us. Knowing that even though i don't hold a grudge or even desire to be with them again, that we'll never speak. It sucks. These messages are so false to me...god. it breaks my fucking heart. ugh. i'm so angry that i can't have a simple friendship with these guys. it lasts a month- two max, then boom. over. so final. and then i get that feeling of "my god, i'm really repulsive. what did i do?"
i havent found out yet.
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