This was going to be a rant about hypocritical assholes. but me, being the level headed person that i am (read: weak), decided against it. it'll happen though.
what hurts (hence the title "ouch") me most is when someone i care about (even love) says "hey. bekka. this thing you love? yeah. i hate it. with a firey passion. and i don't know why. i just do. no, i'm not going to explain anything about it, but it sucks nuts."
what i get out of that is
"bekka. i hate you. with a firey passion. your interests? complete shit! you'd be better off sitting quietly in a corner, being miserable. people like you when you're miserable. you're really fucking ugly when you smile."
wow. i guess that did turn into a rant. hey you know...maybe i'll do something about it! oh, you know, i won't. i'll just hide what i'm skilled at under the rug. i'll be like those pretty kids in movies that are secretly smart. minus the pretty. minus the smart. but still with shame.
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