Monday, August 6, 2007

Dreams

so recently i've had some pretty bizzare dreams. freaky dreams. dreams with demons and set in hell. or purgatory, i can't figure out which yet. it usually takes me a day to realize how weird they are and usually i've forgotten about them.

the night before last, between like 2 and 10am maybe, i had a dream that i was at some kind of softball practice or camp. whatever it was, there were guys involved too. this one particular runner at second base (i was at first) kept turning around and catching the ball when i threw that direction. without a glove. that was the first thing that freaked me out. i can see him in my mind' eye right now, red shirt, white blonde hair shaved close to his head. a pale kid, not much older than me. i think he had blue eyes. i only include this description because after he did this twice, someone reprimanded him. it may have even been me. "Lucifer, stop" freaky? i didn't think so when i woke up, but i definately did later in the day when i put it all together.

last night's dream was actually pretty neat. i was in some decrepit house and went to the second floor. upstairs was some kind of guy with a beard (merlin-like) and he and someone i can't recall were trying to find something in my room that would make this trumpet case open for me without touching it. to open it by magic would open a kind of portal elsewhere. the case was on my bed (i guess it was my bed) and there was a drumset in my room, also a trumpet eventually. i think i was worried about my journey because it was my first time going so i kept asking if i should get high to go. they said, with hesitation, no, that i should try without being high first. eventually i coaxed the trumpet case open with the trumpet, like a snake charmer. i climbed in and fell.

weirdly enough, i was wearing a big poofy dress to aid my fall. i found that if i thought too much about falling, i would drop like a stone. the weirdest part about the fall is that it was identical to alice's before she finds wonderland. i know i flipped a few times which was cool. but it was real, the shelves and lamps and everything in the animated alice in wonderland i saw.

somehow i got down and somehow ended up in the hallways of minnie howard. everything was darker and there were strange phrases above the classroom doors. it was crowded, and i saw people i recognized, but they were dressed darkly with strange makeup i guess. i went to one opening in the hallway and saw the cool IT guy that worked at minnie howard (he's real tall with dreads). we spoke about something and he knew i shouldn't have died yet. that he died in 1998. i was telling him about something i might bring him but he didn't understand because that model hadn't been invented yet or something. then i left and continued walking through the hall.

at some point i saw virginia's boyfriend, paul, sprint past me. i tried to get his attention, but he kept going. he sprinted toward me again later, and i called out to him "paul, are you high?" and he nodded. he had his lips made up like people do when they want to look like skeletons.



then it gets fuzzy and really weird. i was in my elementary school then, at the junction of the hall and the library. there was a librarian standing there, looking all nice and matronly. a kid runs from in front of us to behind her, and takes something out of her sock...i know this sounds weird. i kept yelling at her that someone just came by and took something from her, but she didn't react...so i chased him into the library into the computer lab. he was sitting in a chair and i think i was in charge of what happened here. he took out this baseball sized milky orb from his pocket. it was her soul. everyone has two apparently, like kidneys. when he died he lost that one, and that was obvious to me, considering where we were. i didn't see his motive for stealing this woman's soul, but when i took it away from him he was sent somewhere i didn't know about. apparently he had sold his other soul. then i woke up

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